Slogging in darkness

Recently, I am busy for Preparing the entrance test of Ph.D. Time is not enough for me to review the Linear Algebra, Probability, Pattern Recognition and English curriculums.I don't know whether I can pass it or not. Many classmates have got a job in this month. They work in the day and relax in the dark. They can do everything that they want to do. In fact, in the last month, I had a good job chance that I can work in the New-Auto Company as a programer and the boss promised to give me a pretty good wage, however, I give it up for the entrance test. I don't know my choice is right or wrong. Now I feel regret bit. sigh... Slogging in the dark, I still don't know which way is right. Loneness always haunt me. No one help me, no one accompany me. Only me is in here.

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links for education

一、伯克利
加州大学伯克利分校 http://webcast.berkeley.edu/courses.php
作为美国第一的公立大学，伯克利分校提供了许多优秀教授的播客和视频讲座，可以跟踪最新的讲座。想看教授布置的作业和课堂笔记，可以点击该教授的网页，通常，他/她都会第一堂课留下网址。实在不行，用google搜搜吧！
　　伯克利的视频都是.rm格式，请注意转换
　　二、麻省
麻省理工学院 http://ocw.mit.edu/OcwWeb/web/courses/courses/index.htm
麻省理工是免费开放教育课件的先驱，计划在今年把１８００门课程的课件都放在网站上，提供课程与作业的ＰＤＦ格式下载。三是，麻省理工只提供少数的视频讲座。坐过学生上麻省有一个绝对优势，麻省理工在中国大陆和中国台湾都建立了镜像网站，把麻省的课程都翻译成立中文。鉴于ＰＤＦ格式，推荐使用ＦｏｘＩｔ　Ｒｅａｄｅｒ。
　　www.core.org.cn（中国大陆）推荐
　　www.myoops.org（中国台湾）
二、卡耐基梅隆 http://www.cmu.edu/oli/
卡耐基梅隆针对初入大学的大学生，提供１０门学科的课程视频。与其他大学的免费课程一样，非卡耐基梅隆的学子能学习课程，但是为了使学生能够及时了解自己的课程进度，卡耐基梅隆建议造访者在网站上注册，建立自己的资料库。这样一来，你得在有限的时间内完成一门课程，还要参加几次考试，当然，即使你得了１００分，卡耐基梅隆也不会给你开证明，更不会给你学分。
四、犹他
犹他大学 http://ocw.usu.edu/front-page/Courese_listing
犹他大学类似于麻省理工，提供大量的课程课件
五、塔夫茨
塔夫茨大学 http://ocw.tufts.edu
塔夫茨大学也是“开放式教育课程”的先驱之一，初期提供的课程着重在本校专长的生命科学、跨领域方法、国际观点以及对美国地区性、全国性社群服务的基础理论。
六、公开
英国公开大学 http://openlearn.open.ac.uk/course/index.php
英国十几所大学联合起来，组建了英国公开大学。有一部分课程是对注册学生开放的，但是有一批很好的课程是免费的，并提供视频。每门课还设立了论坛，在社区中，大家发表意见，提供其他的学习资源，互相取经。在这个网站里，最能锻炼自学者的能力，因为你要不停地淘，才能找到宝贝。
七、约翰霍普金斯
约翰霍普金斯 http://ocw.jhsph.edu/topics.cfm
只有极少数人能够进入约翰霍普金斯大学就读，但是，现如今有动机的人不用花一分钱，便能通过网站获得该校的前沿知识。约翰霍普金斯提供了本学院最受欢迎的课程，包括青少年健康、行为和健康、生物统计学、环境、一般公共卫生、卫生政策、预防伤害、母亲和儿童健康、心理卫生、营养、人口科学、公共卫生准备和难民卫生等。
八、Connexions
http://cnx.rice.edu
CNX.org由莱斯大学开发，号称是课程资源免费共享图书馆。与其他大学不同的事，CNX邀请教授学者建立自己的社区，把自己的最新成果公布于世，接受大家的评价。可以说CNX开辟了大学资源共享的新天地，尤其适合自学能力超强的大学生。有些课程有中文版。
九、索菲亚
索菲亚大学 http://sofia.ocw.cn/gallery
无论是想当一名管理者、作家、评论员、还是要从事设计和IT业的人，索菲亚大学的免费课程肯定让你受益匪浅。索菲亚大学提供了8门学科的课程，其中《企业网络安全实战》已翻译成中文。
十、华盛顿
华盛顿大学 http://www.cs.washington.edu/education/course-webs.html
华盛顿大学的计算机工程学比较强，相关的几百门课程都已经放到网上。不但本科生能找到所需要的课程，连研究生也能淘到宝贝。该网站还提供特色讲座，比如：妇女、计算机与合作。课程不但提供讲座介绍、课堂笔记、有些课程还提供视频。
牛津、斯坦福、耶鲁大学联合网站
http://www.alllearn.org
哥伦比亚大学
http://ci.columbia.edu/ci
伯克利音乐学院
http://www.berkleeshares.com
杜克大学法律中心
http://www.law.duke.edu/cspd/lectures
圣母大学
http://ocw.nd.edu
英国格雷莎姆学院
http://www.gresham.ac.uk/default.asp
加州大学Irvine分校
http://ocw.uci.edu
富布莱特学校
http://ocw.fetp.edu.vn/home.cfm
日本东京大学
http://ocw.u-tokyo.ac.jp/english
日本早稻田大学
http://www.waseda.jp/ocw/index.html
日本大阪大学
http://ocw.osaka-u.ac.jp/index.php
法国巴黎高科
http://graduateschool.paristech.org


再给个看大学视频播客的

斯坦福大学 http://itunes.stanford.edu
加州大学伯克利分校http://itunes.berkeley.edu
普渡大学http://boilercast.itap.purdue.edu:1013/Boilercast
美国西南理工http://pocast.swtc.edu/lecture/index.php
加州大学洛杉矶分校http://www.bruincast.ucla.edu
西肯塔基大学http://blog.wku.edu/podcasts
Dupage学院http://www.cod.edu/multimedia/podcast/CODcast/Welcome.html
纽约城市大学http://podcast.york.cuny.edu/lectures
莱斯大学http://webcast.rice.edu
加州大学圣地亚哥分校http://podcast.ucsd.edu
剑桥大学http://mediaplayer.group.cam.ac.uk/main/Podcasts.html
美国大学华盛顿法律学院 http://www.wcl.american.edu/podcasts
杜克大学法律学院http://www.law.duke.edu/webcast
乔治敦大学 http://webcast.georgetown.edu
芝加哥大学商学院 http://www.chicagogsb.edu/multimedia/podcast
波士顿学院 http://frontrow.bc.edu
哈佛商学院在线
http://www.hbsp.harbard.edu/b02/en/hbr_ideacast.jhtml;jsessioned=NVHF0YFBS5ZCGAKRGWDR5VQBKE0YIISW
威斯康星麦迪逊大学 http://havenscenter.org/audio/audio.htm
约翰霍普金斯大学 http://www.johnshopkins.edu/podcasts.index1.html
伦敦政治经济学院 http://www.lse.ac.uk/rescources/podcasts/Default.htm
普林斯顿大学 http://uc.princeton.edu/main/index.php
英国泰晤士报MBA http://uc.princeton.edu/main/index.php
耶鲁大学 http://www.yale.edu/opa/podcast/

6 keys to Christian Growth

There are 6 keys to Christian growth -- Knowing God, the Spirit Filled Life, Prayer, the Bible, Community (Church), and Reaching Out. Each week for the next 6 weeks, we will look at one of these as our prayer focus.

The first and most important is knowing God. The Christian life is not just a bunch of rules -- it is personally knowing God through Jesus Christ our Savior. There is one true God who created the heavens and the earth and who rules over all the universe. His nature is love; He is just and kind and all powerful.

He sent His Son Jesus Christ to this earth so that all who believe in Him as Savior could be forgiven our sins and have the gift of eternal life. If you have sincerely prayed to ask Jesus Christ into your heart and life as Savior and Lord, you are a Christian. This means you are a child of the King!

Once you have accepted Christ as Savior and Lord, you should try to know Him -- and know about Him -- as much as possible. God is now your heavenly Father and He loves you very much!

Do not want to leave University of Science & Technology Beijing

It's time to say "bye", however, I don't want to leave here. My friends, my classmates and my teachers, I missing you guys forever. Many times I feel we are a big family in this city. We are brothers or sisters. Do you remember? In the lab, we worked hard for a special question until mid-night. In the weekend, we played pool game through all night. For our mouth, we try our best to found the local cafeteria. During this summer, we watched the Openning ceremony of Olympic game together. Sometimes we made funny story for each other and told other guys in english. In the summer, that's too hot, we went to New Oriental School on 8:00Am and returned back at afternoon. These memories haunt me recently.But now, we are graduated. I Love you guys~.

oral english

who knows! 天晓得！
it is not a big deal! 没什么了不起！
how come… 怎么回事，怎么搞的。
easy does it. 慢慢来。
don’t push me. 别逼我。
come on! 快点，振作起来！
have a good of it. 玩得很高兴。
it is urgent. 有急事。
what is the fuss？ 吵什么？
still up？ 还没睡呀？




it doesn’t make any differences. 没关系。
don’t let me down. 别让我失望。
god works. 上帝的安排。
don’t take ill of me. 别生我气。
hope so. 希望如此。
go down to business. 言归正传。
none of my business. 不关我事。
it doesn’t work. 不管用。
i’m not going. 我不去了。
does it serve your purpose？ 对你有用吗？




i don’t care. 我不在乎。
not so bad. 不错。
no way! 不可能！
don’t flatter me. 过奖了。
your are welcome. 你太客气了。
it is a long story. 一言难尽。don’t play possum! 别装蒜！
make it up! 不记前嫌！
watch you mouth. 注意言辞。
any urgent thing？ 有急事吗？
how about eating out？ 外面吃饭怎样？




don’t over do it. 别太过分了。
can you dig it？ 你搞明白了吗？
i’m afraid i can’t. 我恐怕不能。
you want a bet？ 你想打赌吗？
what if i go for you？ 我替你去怎么样？
who wants？ 谁稀罕？
december heartbeat. 黄昏恋。
follow my nose. 凭直觉做某事。
cheap skate! 小气鬼！
go to hell！ 去死吧！






between us. 你知，我知。
big mouth! 多嘴驴！
sure thin! 当然！
i’m going to go. 我这就去。
never mind. 不要紧。
can－do. 能人。
close－up. 特写镜头。
drop it! 停止！
bottle it! 闭嘴！

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1.人生短短几十年，不要给自己留下了什么遗憾，想笑就笑，想哭就哭，该爱的时候就去爱，无谓压抑自己。
Be sure that you have never had any regrets in your life which only lasts for a few decades. Laugh or cry as you like, and it is meaningless to oppress yourself.
2.于千万人之中，遇见你所遇见的人；于千万年之中，时间的无涯荒野里，没有早一步，也没有晚一步，刚巧赶上了。
Among thousands of people, you meet those you’ve met. Through thousands of years, with the boundlessness of time, you happen to meet them, neither earlier nor a bit too late.
3.记住该记住的，忘记该忘记的。改变能改变的，接受不能改变的.
Remember what should be remembered, and forget what should be forgotten.Alter what is changeable, and accept what is mutable.
4.能冲刷一切的除了眼泪，就是时间，以时间来推移感情，时间越长，冲突越淡，仿佛不断稀释的茶。　 Apart from tears, only time could wear everything away. While feeling is being processed by time, conflicts would be reconciled as time goes by, just like a cup of tea that is being continuously diluted.
5.鱼对水说你看不到我的眼泪，因为我在水里.水说我能感觉到你的眼泪，因为你在我心里。
“You couldn’t see my tears cause I am in the water.” Fish said to water. 　“But I could feel your tears cause you are in me.”Answered water.
6.我们确实活得艰难，一要承受种种外部的压力，更要面对自己内心的困惑。在苦苦挣扎中，如果有人向你投以理解的目光，你会感到一种生命的暖意，或许仅有短暂的一瞥，就足以使我感奋不已。
It‘s true that we have been leading a difficult life, for we need not only to be under various external pressures, but also to be in the face of internal perplexities.You would be affected by the warmth of life if someone gives you an understanding look during your bitter struggle.Even a mere glance would make you moved and inpired.
7.我不去想是否能够成功,既然选择了远方,便只顾风雨兼程；我不去想,身后会不会袭来寒风冷雨,既然目标是地平线,留给世界的只能是背影
I wouldn‘t care success or failure, for I will only struggle ahead as long as I have been destined to the distance. I wouldn‘t care the difficulties around, for what I can leave on the earth is only their view of my back since I have been marching toward the horizontal.
8.后悔是一种耗费精神的情绪.后悔是比损失更大的损失,比错误更大的错误.所以不要后悔。
Penitence is something that enervates our spirit, causing a greater loss than loss itself and making a good words !
9.快乐要有悲伤作陪，雨过应该就有天晴。如果雨后还是雨，如果忧伤之后还是忧伤．请让我们从容面对这离别之后的离别。 微笑地去寻找一个不可能出现的你！
Happiness is accompanied by sorrow, and it would turn sunny after rain as well. If rain remains after rain and sorrow remains after sorrow, please take those farewells easy, and turn to smilingly look for yourself who is never to appear.
10.生命中，不断地有人离开或进入。于是，看见的，看不见了；记住的，遗忘了。生命中，不断地有得到和失落。于是，看不见的，看见了；遗忘的，记住了。 然而，看不见的，是不是就等于不存在？记住的，是不是永远不会消失？
There is someone that is coming or passing away in your life around the clock, so you may lose sight of those seen, and forget those remembered. There is gain and loss in your life, so you may catch sight of those unseen, and remember those forgotten. Nevertheless, doesn‘t the unseen exist for sure? Will the remembered remain forever? 自